Just continuing the rant a little: FYI, it's my freakin' bloody hell of a week (my period), starting today, and I HATE it so much there are no words to describe it! I HATE it! It was late this month, and I suppose deep down somewhere I was hoping that it would stay gone, too. Damned thing. Sorry. I just need to vent, I'm feeling so wretched right now. I actually baked some bread today to improve my mood a little (...since there's no one else to bake for me, *whine* *whine* *whine*...) I'm not a great housekeeper, but hell yeah, I can bake and cook if I want to. I just usually don't bother. Well, we'll see whether freshly baked bread manages to make my life a bit more bearable at the moment, it's in the oven now, and I can smell the olive oil I used in it. I hope it'll be yummy. Some cheese with the bread would absolutely make my day, but I don't have any and I'm a bit broke at the moment so I can't buy anything (...*whine* *whine* *whine*...).
I feel like going out and screaming my lungs out to get this frustration and anxiety and anger and all these strange emotions I can't even name out of my system.
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Heh, I know that hope alright.. Mine took a leave of absence in October, but returned last week with a vengeance. -_- Kinda felt like mother nature was flipping me the bird.
ReplyDeleteYou know, I went through my whole teenage thinking that the horrible mistake would be corrected somehow, that mother nature would see to it one way or another. *sigh* boy was I wrong... Well, what mother f*cking nature didn't fix, T will, eventually :D
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