Funny how things can change. Yesterday I was so down, and yet one person was able to lift my spirits so high that I'm afraid that they might be blown away with the wind. I'm in love. And it's so beautiful. I have been afraid to show my feelings -- afraid that I'd be hurt again, although I was never afraid of her. Just an irrational fear, I suppose, brought on by certain recent events. Matters of the heart are not always easy.
I want to take this opportunity to publicly thank Tim Berners-Lee for inventing the Internet. I'm sure there is a whole bunch of reasons of why it is such an important invention, but right now I'm only interested in one: Without the Internet I would never have met my sweetheart and I could not keep in contact with her. The most important reason in the world.
So. No rants today. No deep thoughts. My mind is full, and so is my heart. I'll write something clever later on.
P.S. Got a Live Journal today, there isn't much of anything there yet, but I'll be updating it and you are welcome to check it if you wish: DeimosW
About Me
- DeimosW
I am a transman -- an FtM -- who is still pre-everything but on the road to transition. The journey is long, but I have begun it. These are my diaries from an island of loneliness. I am on my journey to finally become me, the person I was always supposed to be. Someone said that you should always be a first class version of yourself rather than a second class version of someone else. That is my goal. My dream.
My avatar pic is from the comics books of Hugo Pratt, all credit to him and none to me for stealing the pic. :)
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